a life of a certified balletomane

huwala! an update!

2006-12-26T05:16:00.000-08:00

finally an update!! making the most out of the holidays!!

had a dance sa festi nung 24! it was nice,, it had ballet and hip hop and breakdancing and liftings! grabi! ang saya i was actually carried by vince! haha! para akong lumilipad! bwahahaha!! practiced for a week.

tapos may sumigaw pa "go ruth" haha!! parang ako "huwaaa!! nakakahiya" hehehe:)
ate dinner after..

i didnt feel like christmas.. everytime i greeted someone a merry christmas i felt like i was lying. hahaha!! i actually made a mistake and greeted my bro's girlfriend " happy birthday" instead of "merry christmas" haha! thats how much i didnt feel the christmas season.hahah! bummer ;p

mommy anak bonding

2006-11-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

hahha!! ok... so my mom ened up picking me up at school:)

cuz she didnt want me to stay till 2 cuz we were one at about 12.:)
well... it turned out to be a great day!!!! so we took the trike cuz no one could drive my mom, so i told her i was hungry so she treated me to contis:) hehe.. yummy yummy mango bravo and choco overload!! yummmmmyyyeee!!!:) hahha!! so welll while we were eating she established a new "thing" between us a "friday book day" hahah!! so we started today!! we went to ATC and bought books fom powerbooks then went to starbucks then we decided to go to CANS :) yipee!! bliss.. pamper day!!! heheh!!

well, im starting to read much again....

im reading "the truth about forever"
woderful book by the way:)

well.. looks like i will be able to tead 50 books!!! yey!

leaned some new stuff from the dramatic, sad yet fun book:

-neve be to picky at goodbyes
-never get to attatched to anything
-its funny what it takes to miss someone
-its easy to use past tense when your in a situation full of regret

WELL!thats all fo now:)

another year older=) happy birthday hen=D

2006-11-03T21:22:00.000-08:00

"grabi!! parang kahapon lang 7 ako ngayun 14 na ako"
-hen

when i greeted her i reminded her that once again she has gone through another year,=D at yan ang na sabi nya sa akin=)

another year older, another year of christmas she went through, another year worth of memories she made:) i love you hen!!!
on your birthday today i accomplished one of my goals, goal number 66 [[refer to my october 20 post]] but it was better, cause you were there and bevs also!!! :) happy happy diba!?

i love you hen!!!!!!!!=D hope you like the testi i made for you!!! muwahhh!!!!! [[always remember the gulat moments with patti]] =D

funny story:)

2006-11-01T14:03:00.000-08:00

ok.. the title just came out of the blue.. :) there is no funny story to tell but.. i just like saying "funny story" though some people are so sick of listening to me say it:) hahah!!

1 week of no school!!!! yipee! :) bliss!!! well..its kinda boring..so ive been texting like crazy!!! bute nalang may unlimited!!! basta may piso.. buhay pa!!=) hahaha!! so i realized "funny" things about SMS's....

common tralalas used in the world of SMS:

when not knowing on what to reply:
>the traditional "ü" after a text message when you are absltly clueless on what to answer.:)
[[trust me it always works... now its the persons turn to think of a reply:)]]

>the oh so common "hehehe..ü"

>the irritating "ganun?ü"

>the oh so cold "ah ok"

and the pinaka last resort reply to a un-repliable text message :

>" uy, gotto do something, i'll text you laterü" [[which i doubt you will do]]

conversation starters:
>"ei" , "elo" , "uy"
which is then followed by the questions:
> "musta na" or "gawa mo"
and to further prolong the conversation:
>"kumain ka na" or "hows life" or the most common yet irritating and predictable question "musta love life"

common answers to common questions:
> "ok naman...kaw?" , "wala naman...kaw?"
[[its kinda a thing na kung gusto mo tumagal conversasrtion nyo laging may "kaw" after nung mga sagot mo and if you want to cut of the conversation just dont insert the "kaw"]]

ok!! enough about the world of sms's!!! haha!! my fingers are now officially flat tops cuz of texting!!! hahah!!!
ive also been eating like a pig... but exercising to get rid of the unwanted weight:)
unfair!! while im here bored to death my brother rainiers at La Union surfing and doing outdoor rock climbing!!!
damn wish i was there... getting a tan!!! maybe i'll get a tan sa summer na..to avoid those unwanted side comments on how dark i got!! sorry for the senseless update!! its just...sssooooooooo boring:) ok... i'll get back to blogging track when im thinking right:) ahahha!!!kei!!!???
will blog soon:)

a long update to make up for the long period of time w/o one:p.

2006-10-20T16:18:00.000-07:00

long update for a long period of time na wala.:P

wahahaha!! yipee!! an update!! well latlely its been mixed emotions... really..its amazing how one guy can ,make me feel happy for a second and sad the next... even my brothers cant do that. but. it sucks cuz... it just does.. parang pag pasok ko sa skul i woke up extra early to fix my hair and do a bit of make up hoping he'd notice me... but then i'd get nothing. and i'd get all sad. but a simple hello makes my day so colorful. its ok to have an inspiration but i think i over did it... its becoming more of an obssesion. thats doing nothing good for me. its only causing me pain. well... so far.. im still "surviving" this stupid love rush.. and hopefuly get through it ALIVE.:p

i made a 100 reasons to like "him" and did the most haphazard thing.. i gave it to him. well thats far less stupid than the first thing i did. i TOLD him. 2 straight consecutive stupid decissions that lead me to typing this stupid post about my stupidity:) haha!! labo! pero true. so ayun i made the list gave it to him and now its been 2 weeks and 2 days w/o a single sign of gratitude. what a friend.

100 things to do to get my life back on track:
1.) wake up early and do my devotions
2.) start studying
3.)get a facial
4.)start caring less bout what people think about me
5.) lose weight
6.)grow my hair again
7.) learn a new language
8.)get good at it
9.) get better at ballet
10.) get a manicure and pedicure
11.) pamper myself at the spa
12.)get a massage
13.)forget "him"
14.) learn how to cook a new dish
15.)start smiling more
16.) start talking less
17.)start lisrening to lessons
18.)stop doodling at the back of my notebooks
19.)watch 5 old films
20.) shop for my brothers
21.) shop for my mom
22.)shop for my dad
23.) shop for my friends
24.) ignore him
25.) start updating more
26.)do my make-up more often
27.)do my hair more often
28.)get contact lenses[[grey=)]]
29.)buy xmas gifts earlier
30.)start going to youth services again
31.) start attending my small group again
32.)start going to church again
33.) buy new clothes
34.)learn how to use adobe
35.)make a skin:)
36.) write a song
37.) write a poem
38.) join the declaration contest
40.) get a b2 average
41.) try to get a b1 average
42.)start painting again
43.)start playing the guitar again
44.)l fix the music studio
45.)start bugging dad to get the dance room started
46.)start spending less
46.)save cash
47.)buy my own things
48.)start concuming less load
49.)use my time more wisely
50.)avoid unecissary rumors
51.)dot get involved in fights
52.)find time to treat my ballet teachers
53.)stop watchin to much tv
54.)learn 80 new songs
55.)read 50 books
56.)visit some place new
57.)start being less childish
58.)dont miss a single varsity training
59.)buy chocolates and give it to the faculty
60.)get an inspiration[[not a guy]]
61.)clean up after myself when eating out.:)
62.)be-friend someone i dont like
63.)witness a miracle
64.) laugh out loud once in a while
65.) watch a corny movie and like it
66.)watch a scary movie with patti
67.)buy lisette butterfly abs
68.)sing while in the shower
69.)make my friends laugh
70.)share a funny story bout myself
71.)share a funny story bout my family to 18 people
72.) do a double pirouette
73.)memorize my dance study
74.)memorize my set class thingy
75.)get "distinction"in my RAD exams:)
76.)buy20 chocolate cookies from short crust and give it to street children
77.)drink hot chocolate:)
78.)wake up late :)
79.)buy swiss mis.
80.) buy a toy
81.)give a friend a pat in the back
82.) complete my notes
83.) complete my homeworks
84.) visit the dentist every 3 months
85.) try to eat vegetbles
86.)take vit. a
87.)take vit. c
88)drink carrot juice
89.) take long walk
90.)encourage someone
91.)tell all the girls in class that theyre pretty[[they really are:)]]
92.)tell the boys in class that theyre my 2nd brothers:)
93.) for a change wear a pink shirt
94.)wear something girly
95.)get new chucks:)
96.) snag a bargain
97.) dont regret a decision
98.)buy a white eye liner
99.)buy a nice eye shadow color

100.) BE ABLE TO SAY "IM GLAD I DID" RATHER THAN "I WISH I DID". :)

2006-09-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

ok! so its been a long time since my last update..well everything been moving too fast for me so i have to keep up with everything, so well... i cant really update to much..:) will update when time works with me na:) haha! hugs from me!

life sucks

2006-09-15T14:13:00.000-07:00

ok, im sick of life, all its throwing at me is handful of shit. i mean.. yeah i know its not always rainbows and butterflies.. but it shouldnt be stormy all the time diba?! give me a break! hayyy.. soo..im here.. nagging.. complaining.. and still nothing better happens. if i die. well. no more problems to face. no more shit to have to catch. and well... all i have to do. is rest. is there anyway i can speed up my clocks?? hehe! hay. complains. im so full of them. ok.so my post know dosnt really match my post last sept 10. but, wala. i just feel so ..so.. BLAH! heheh!! ok. enough with this. all i have to do is go on with the shit hole im in now. like i have a choice.

a visit to reality

2006-09-10T09:14:00.000-07:00

ok.. so its september 10 today.hahah!!! anyway..

im finally tping an update.. its been so long..

uhm.. so well.. we went to sos orphanage yesterday in ayala alabang.. it was actually a visit to reality i realized how blessed i am.. the kids and teenagers were so friendly and cheerful.. i mean.. isipin mo and dami nilang problema nakukuha pa nila ngumuti at mag saya right?? eh tayo, may konting problema lang kala mo katapusn na ng mundo... i mean there are people outside that have more problems to deal with, more tears cried, and more hurt felt... we have to know that the world isnt all about us. there are other human beings in this world living there own life, dealing with their own businesses... its just a thing i thought about while i was there.. one of the girls there iniwan ng parents nya dahil wala na raw pera pang pa aral at alaga sakanya so she told me that she wants to finish school so that she could help her family and see them soon but her family isnt answering any of her letters, she immidietly cried while telling me that story.. that instant, i wanted to take away her pain... but that was the one thing i couldnt do. my mom preached to them about GOD and how GOD loved them so much. i mean.. i really felt touched that they were so soft hearted. it was liberating visiting there :p i really loved the kids.. i dont want to die with not touching any lives in my lifetime. i want to grow up with this teenagers and kids. they tought me how to be content with what i have. actually i realized i was receiving more then i deserved. so now. im more than thankful.

with the bangs.. i've got only one thing to say R-A-B-B-I-T.

2006-09-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

ok!! so i've got bangs.. nothing to cry about.. hahah!! i look like a rabbit daw.. :ohahaha!! you be the judge:p here are my bang-ful pictures:)

funny site to see after 1 year

2006-09-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

haha!! funny thing kanina i was thinking about my old posts tapos na alal ko yung old blog ko na puno ng pics so if you guys wanna see the "old" me visit this:

www.mahpictyurs.blogspot.com

the pics dated way back then... it was a funny site to see after so long..:p

regret

2006-09-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

it didn't take long for me to reflect on my life.. thanks to a visit to my sistoe's house i had a perfect topic, we thought about the things we did kasi nung gr6 tapos naisip ko na ang dami ko ng ginawa na sana di ko na ginawa, i just hate guilt so i just had to think about the things that i regret doing tapos eto naisip ko:

they always say "nasa huli ang pagsisisi" or its always at the end when we regret..parang when we erase an answer sa quiz tapos tama pala we always feel a great amount of regret, or for me after i eat i feel like kiling myself... well, i thought about the things i regret doing and thought about the things that could have happened if i didnt do them..

tapos na isip ko, kung ano kaya magiging epekto nun sa past, present or future ko,

that i will never know..but

its not always true that its at the end that we regret, for me, now, its at the end that we learn from what we did.. diba?! so we dont have to go through it again!

we fall but we stand up, we try to avoid what caused the fall and we continue to move on.

theres no such thing as regret. for me,now? its expirience. and every tear cried every hurt felt. is just worth where i am now. im happy. thats all that matters.

my friends are the best. they make me smile:p and i love them for that! aina, bevs, bei, patti and hen. i love you guys. you made me feel like changing. you guys,changed me.

blog leave, feel free to tag, will tag back when back to earth:p

2006-08-31T18:22:00.000-07:00

changed my hit counter pala:p itll only count every unique viewer, its better that way so it wont keep adding and adding every time i enter my page and view my "blast from the past" so i can really monitor how many hits my site is getting:p it wont be madaya na:p haha! theres no point in pretending i have many viewrs:p haha!

hay.. so tomorow is another day.. another day to wake up, dress up, go to school, train and go home:p same old things to do..hay.. its like my life already has a pattern layed down, for me to follow! its pathetic:p haha!
so enough about tommorow! what happened today:
quiz in biology scored 14 over 15, booya! :p haha! dapat 15 kaso i erased my first answer... aww... i suck! haha! anyway..
still not lovestrucked! and totally bored! haha!! im not going anywhre with my recent posts, so i'll probably take days off muna.. give time for me to think about my life..and reflect.. till then:p take care guys:p

*will be on blog leave:p feel free to tag! will tag once back to earth:p

2006-08-29T18:08:00.000-07:00

training today![[mr. mariano free training!!]] *bliss* hahaha!! oh yes! no harshful side comments and oh so tiring countless sprints and jogging rounds! oh yes! fun! :p

lesson learned today: muscles are our friend:p

funny short conversation after training with "mr.g"
mr g: mga matataba papayat! mga payat LALONG papayat! in short butot balat na po! at mga ayaw magka my muscles magkaka muscles kayo! tanggapin nyo na!

team:ouch! *laughs*

oh yes!! ab work out sa training! parang kami "tama na!!!! ang sakit! aray! shet" hahah!! no pain no gain i guess..:p but i am happy cuz i need to strengthen my center anyway! vollyball and ballet are so compatible! my 2 sports are helping each other! wow! how nice:p

pretty normal day:p NOT!

2006-08-28T17:43:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!!! watap?! been a long time i guess..not!;P SO UHMM.. TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN... tapos bea gave me a very very very nice bracelet!! i love it wea!!(so does my mom):p THANK YOU BERRY MUCH! huggage from me!!!

funny thing was.. when she gave the little box for me to open i absolutly didnt want too!! kala ko kasi may ipis or somthing sa loob!! funny no. stupidity. absolutly*wink* hahha!! fun fun! heres the braclet my darling wea gave me:

pretty ay?! :p love it wea!!thank you so much!!:p

2006-08-25T20:11:00.000-07:00

look alike ko DAW

look alike daw ni sanko!! wow!! si mj??heheh

im officialy an interneholic!! oh yes. its addictive:p

2006-08-25T14:38:00.000-07:00

happy birthday VINCE MENDOZA!
lots of hugs from the mesa family:p

haha!! obvously, im addicted to suffing the net!! i keep searching for dance sites and stuff na!! and i stumbled to one awsome site!! its giving me almost all my ballerina needs!!:p "
heres the site: www.learntodance.com i looooovvveee it!! i always have a hard time memorizing the "terms" oh yes..im slow! oh yes. slow! HAHA!
i love my ballet teacher, she's so sweet and caring, and you can really see that ashe wants the best in you to show! i can see a teacher who cares so much for her dancers.:p she'll even spend so many minutes just to teach you if you dont get the exercise. hayyy!! i love ms. cherish!! she made a dancer out of me and my two left feet:p HAHA! i love you ms.cherish (like you'll ever stumble into my blog) but still.. i want to show all the people how proud i am of my ballet teacher!! she's so talented! and i do appriciate her. LOTSS. :) nothing's EVER gonna change that, if ever i get good. i'll just shower her with my love!! hope i make her proud.:)

a day spent with patti, is a day of thousands of pictures:p

2006-08-24T18:20:00.000-07:00

yessss!!!i spent another wonderful day at patti's house, and yes we took alot of pictures, but im feeling lazy to post it in multiply ehh.. haha!! maybe next time, when im "less lazy" haha!
so we went through our past posts and well... we found our past post's so silly.. the spellings the grammar! damn! it just wasnt us.. pero shempre nung time na yun that was us.. but still!! our posts now are much different..hahah!! fanny! !!! sobrang arte ko back then!! i got irritated by myself!! parang i could hear myself saying those stuff.haha!! basta... posts ko palang i saw that i changed alot not just the way i "blog" but the way i think, the way i speak and the way i act. im so proud of myself im a changed woman!! yipee!! oh come celebrate with me!! =)) haha!! osige! sa uulitin nalang..:p paalam!!:p

new lay out

2006-08-23T17:45:00.000-07:00

ok! header by patty.:p
*sanko's (reuben my bro) burtdee tommorow!!!!

and yes that is me:p

ok, forgive me for oh so short updates, well its cuz, ive been
such a lazy brat these past days, exams kasi, fanny! anywy,
got a new album sa multiply, spent my day with patti kasi... fun! bliss!
we ate.. made a music video, yes people! we made a music video!!!

check out our music video : www.fruitasniprutas.multiply.com
or
you tube just type breaking free-ruth and patti

oh yes! it is silly!! :p so please do view and comment!!!!

ok, so being the lazy lady i am, i will now stop,:p and post something with sense later on, when im done being lazy:)

buhbye!!! comment on the layout!!! tight huggage from me!!:p

2006-08-22T15:52:00.000-07:00

ok!!!i decided not to delete this blog...
thanks to lisette:p
i love you ate!!! ayun...so i'll think of an update later:p thank you for all the people who are viewing this walang kwentang blog=)

2006-08-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

ok uhm...
so i might delete this blog already, i just feel that my posts ar'nt reaching anybody. parang im just wasting my time thinking of nice updates just to see that no one actually is viewing my blog.

so, uhm i'll think about it,
so if your reading this post. thank you.:p

oh yeah

2006-08-20T18:12:00.000-07:00

oh yes!! im blogging again!! and im 14! oh yes!! the old has gone and the new has come:p

things that happened while i wasnt blogging:
my 14th birthday
pictures-www.fruitasniprutas.multiply.com
church with my family
pictures-www.fruitasniprutas.multiply.com

sooo uhmm...
went to church today and spent time with my family... oh yess... pictures at my multiply:p oh please comment

nung friday when my brother was bringing me to school i realized something,
everyone has the right to be treated well, because evryone is Gods child! i mean, its not fair if you are treated extra special just because of who you are and what you do or how you look like, because you cant change who you are, you cant change how you look you cant change how you act, because who you are is how God created you...

i just feel sorry for those who arnt treated well, those who dont get invited, those who get bullied, those who get mocked.... because... well... its not right!! because they have feelings too... its not like theyre robots... who you can push around and hurt... they're like anyone of us, who need love, care, friends and respect... and im also im sure they're parents want the best for them too, so im going to treat them like what they really are , Gods children or my spiritual brothers.

to all those i hurt. im sorry. i'll make it up to you. i promise.

2006-08-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

yesss people... im back!

at yes! its my birthday tommorow!!! its my birthday so i'll cry if i want too..=)

so we're going swimming!! yess!!!! cge update soon. i will edit this freak'n walang kwentang post.=)

oh and yes... im love'n tokyo rose's right through your teeth..=)

2006-08-13T04:37:00.000-07:00

ok!!! update!!

yesterday:

my dad picked me up at mga 6:10 to watch "all that jazz" at ccp. prepared by ballet philippines, ccp and hot legs.(awsome show by the way) so uhm... we arrived there at 7:00 since we were 1 hour early we ate at pancake house first, then of to the show!!!!:P there were so many people!!! jam packed!!!! it was weird nga eh.. since i knew 6 of the dancers/teachers/scholars it was weird watching them perform... i never expected them to be that good!! not good actually awsome.:p so after the show cariza texted me to stay... so i waited till 10 pm, then they went down for autograph signing, but she looked for me right away..and yeah we talked for awhile then hugged then said our goodbyes:) cant wait for them to visit here sa house again.:)

today:
went to church at 2 pm,tapos after church we watched click i cried!!!!! it was funny and sad at the same time !!! watch it guys!! its really really nice!!!!:) tapos went to shopwise and had a funny conversation with the sales pipol from spud fries:

me: ma, penge 20 pam bili ng water
mom: ok *mom giving me the 20 peso bill
me:*getting it* then*walking to spud fries*
me:*looking at 3 sales sales pipol eating* exuse me, may water kayo? *smiling*
sales person girl # 1:ay! sorry ma'am!! opo meron.*smiling with a fork in her hand and a string of pansit on her face*
me:magkano?*trying hard not to laugh!*
sales person girl #1: 19 po. *still smiling*
me: pa bili ako ng isa*holding a finger up * (thinking:bah!! sakto pera ko!! may sukle pa)
sales guy # 1:hi ma'am!!kain po ma'am!!
me:ay!! salamt nalang kuya!! busog pa ako.*laughing*
sales guy # 1:fries po ayaw nyo?*while holding a fork wit pancit on it*
me:ok lng kuya! nag papapayat ako eh.*smiling*
sales person girl # 2:ano ka ba!! chinichika mo si ma'am!! baka kailangan na nya umalis!!!
sales guy # 1:tanga!!! di pa nga binibigay sakanya tubig nya eh!!
me:*laughing*
sales girl # 1:*giving me the bottled water* sorry ma'am ang kulit nila
me:ay ok lang!!! sige pa alam mga ate at kuya.*waving goodbye*
the 3 sales pipol:*waving goodbye with their forks up in the air in there hands with pancit on it*
me:*saying to myself: ang kulit nila!! saya naman!! what friendly pipol!!*

ccp

2006-08-12T16:17:00.000-07:00

we're going to watch the ballet performance at CCP later 8:00 pm=)
im so exited!! what a wonderful birthday gift from my friends
from ballet philippines.. they provided me with 3 tickets, =) *bliss*
update later.=)

2006-08-11T04:12:00.000-07:00

ei..please link my multiply.=) its "fruitasniprutas.multiply.com"
just same ng blog ko=) thanks=)