a life of a certified balletomane

huwala! an update!

2006-12-26T05:16:00.000-08:00

finally an update!! making the most out of the holidays!!

had a dance sa festi nung 24! it was nice,, it had ballet and hip hop and breakdancing and liftings! grabi! ang saya i was actually carried by vince! haha! para akong lumilipad! bwahahaha!! practiced for a week.

tapos may sumigaw pa "go ruth" haha!! parang ako "huwaaa!! nakakahiya" hehehe:)
ate dinner after..

i didnt feel like christmas.. everytime i greeted someone a merry christmas i felt like i was lying. hahaha!! i actually made a mistake and greeted my bro's girlfriend " happy birthday" instead of "merry christmas" haha! thats how much i didnt feel the christmas season.hahah! bummer ;p

mommy anak bonding

2006-11-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

hahha!! ok... so my mom ened up picking me up at school:)

cuz she didnt want me to stay till 2 cuz we were one at about 12.:)
well... it turned out to be a great day!!!! so we took the trike cuz no one could drive my mom, so i told her i was hungry so she treated me to contis:) hehe.. yummy yummy mango bravo and choco overload!! yummmmmyyyeee!!!:) hahha!! so welll while we were eating she established a new "thing" between us a "friday book day" hahah!! so we started today!! we went to ATC and bought books fom powerbooks then went to starbucks then we decided to go to CANS :) yipee!! bliss.. pamper day!!! heheh!!

well, im starting to read much again....

im reading "the truth about forever"
woderful book by the way:)

well.. looks like i will be able to tead 50 books!!! yey!

leaned some new stuff from the dramatic, sad yet fun book:

-neve be to picky at goodbyes
-never get to attatched to anything
-its funny what it takes to miss someone
-its easy to use past tense when your in a situation full of regret

WELL!thats all fo now:)

another year older=) happy birthday hen=D

2006-11-03T21:22:00.000-08:00

"grabi!! parang kahapon lang 7 ako ngayun 14 na ako"
-hen

when i greeted her i reminded her that once again she has gone through another year,=D at yan ang na sabi nya sa akin=)

another year older, another year of christmas she went through, another year worth of memories she made:) i love you hen!!!
on your birthday today i accomplished one of my goals, goal number 66 [[refer to my october 20 post]] but it was better, cause you were there and bevs also!!! :) happy happy diba!?

i love you hen!!!!!!!!=D hope you like the testi i made for you!!! muwahhh!!!!! [[always remember the gulat moments with patti]] =D

funny story:)

2006-11-01T14:03:00.000-08:00

ok.. the title just came out of the blue.. :) there is no funny story to tell but.. i just like saying "funny story" though some people are so sick of listening to me say it:) hahah!!

1 week of no school!!!! yipee! :) bliss!!! well..its kinda boring..so ive been texting like crazy!!! bute nalang may unlimited!!! basta may piso.. buhay pa!!=) hahaha!! so i realized "funny" things about SMS's....

common tralalas used in the world of SMS:

when not knowing on what to reply:
>the traditional "ü" after a text message when you are absltly clueless on what to answer.:)
[[trust me it always works... now its the persons turn to think of a reply:)]]

>the oh so common "hehehe..ü"

>the irritating "ganun?ü"

>the oh so cold "ah ok"

and the pinaka last resort reply to a un-repliable text message :

>" uy, gotto do something, i'll text you laterü" [[which i doubt you will do]]

conversation starters:
>"ei" , "elo" , "uy"
which is then followed by the questions:
> "musta na" or "gawa mo"
and to further prolong the conversation:
>"kumain ka na" or "hows life" or the most common yet irritating and predictable question "musta love life"

common answers to common questions:
> "ok naman...kaw?" , "wala naman...kaw?"
[[its kinda a thing na kung gusto mo tumagal conversasrtion nyo laging may "kaw" after nung mga sagot mo and if you want to cut of the conversation just dont insert the "kaw"]]

ok!! enough about the world of sms's!!! haha!! my fingers are now officially flat tops cuz of texting!!! hahah!!!
ive also been eating like a pig... but exercising to get rid of the unwanted weight:)
unfair!! while im here bored to death my brother rainiers at La Union surfing and doing outdoor rock climbing!!!
damn wish i was there... getting a tan!!! maybe i'll get a tan sa summer na..to avoid those unwanted side comments on how dark i got!! sorry for the senseless update!! its just...sssooooooooo boring:) ok... i'll get back to blogging track when im thinking right:) ahahha!!!kei!!!???
will blog soon:)

a long update to make up for the long period of time w/o one:p.

2006-10-20T16:18:00.000-07:00

long update for a long period of time na wala.:P

wahahaha!! yipee!! an update!! well latlely its been mixed emotions... really..its amazing how one guy can ,make me feel happy for a second and sad the next... even my brothers cant do that. but. it sucks cuz... it just does.. parang pag pasok ko sa skul i woke up extra early to fix my hair and do a bit of make up hoping he'd notice me... but then i'd get nothing. and i'd get all sad. but a simple hello makes my day so colorful. its ok to have an inspiration but i think i over did it... its becoming more of an obssesion. thats doing nothing good for me. its only causing me pain. well... so far.. im still "surviving" this stupid love rush.. and hopefuly get through it ALIVE.:p

i made a 100 reasons to like "him" and did the most haphazard thing.. i gave it to him. well thats far less stupid than the first thing i did. i TOLD him. 2 straight consecutive stupid decissions that lead me to typing this stupid post about my stupidity:) haha!! labo! pero true. so ayun i made the list gave it to him and now its been 2 weeks and 2 days w/o a single sign of gratitude. what a friend.

100 things to do to get my life back on track:
1.) wake up early and do my devotions
2.) start studying
3.)get a facial
4.)start caring less bout what people think about me
5.) lose weight
6.)grow my hair again
7.) learn a new language
8.)get good at it
9.) get better at ballet
10.) get a manicure and pedicure
11.) pamper myself at the spa
12.)get a massage
13.)forget "him"
14.) learn how to cook a new dish
15.)start smiling more
16.) start talking less
17.)start lisrening to lessons
18.)stop doodling at the back of my notebooks
19.)watch 5 old films
20.) shop for my brothers
21.) shop for my mom
22.)shop for my dad
23.) shop for my friends
24.) ignore him
25.) start updating more
26.)do my make-up more often
27.)do my hair more often
28.)get contact lenses[[grey=)]]
29.)buy xmas gifts earlier
30.)start going to youth services again
31.) start attending my small group again
32.)start going to church again
33.) buy new clothes
34.)learn how to use adobe
35.)make a skin:)
36.) write a song
37.) write a poem
38.) join the declaration contest
40.) get a b2 average
41.) try to get a b1 average
42.)start painting again
43.)start playing the guitar again
44.)l fix the music studio
45.)start bugging dad to get the dance room started
46.)start spending less
46.)save cash
47.)buy my own things
48.)start concuming less load
49.)use my time more wisely
50.)avoid unecissary rumors
51.)dot get involved in fights
52.)find time to treat my ballet teachers
53.)stop watchin to much tv
54.)learn 80 new songs
55.)read 50 books
56.)visit some place new
57.)start being less childish
58.)dont miss a single varsity training
59.)buy chocolates and give it to the faculty
60.)get an inspiration[[not a guy]]
61.)clean up after myself when eating out.:)
62.)be-friend someone i dont like
63.)witness a miracle
64.) laugh out loud once in a while
65.) watch a corny movie and like it
66.)watch a scary movie with patti
67.)buy lisette butterfly abs
68.)sing while in the shower
69.)make my friends laugh
70.)share a funny story bout myself
71.)share a funny story bout my family to 18 people
72.) do a double pirouette
73.)memorize my dance study
74.)memorize my set class thingy
75.)get "distinction"in my RAD exams:)
76.)buy20 chocolate cookies from short crust and give it to street children
77.)drink hot chocolate:)
78.)wake up late :)
79.)buy swiss mis.
80.) buy a toy
81.)give a friend a pat in the back
82.) complete my notes
83.) complete my homeworks
84.) visit the dentist every 3 months
85.) try to eat vegetbles
86.)take vit. a
87.)take vit. c
88)drink carrot juice
89.) take long walk
90.)encourage someone
91.)tell all the girls in class that theyre pretty[[they really are:)]]
92.)tell the boys in class that theyre my 2nd brothers:)
93.) for a change wear a pink shirt
94.)wear something girly
95.)get new chucks:)
96.) snag a bargain
97.) dont regret a decision
98.)buy a white eye liner
99.)buy a nice eye shadow color

100.) BE ABLE TO SAY "IM GLAD I DID" RATHER THAN "I WISH I DID". :)

2006-09-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

ok! so its been a long time since my last update..well everything been moving too fast for me so i have to keep up with everything, so well... i cant really update to much..:) will update when time works with me na:) haha! hugs from me!

life sucks

2006-09-15T14:13:00.000-07:00

ok, im sick of life, all its throwing at me is handful of shit. i mean.. yeah i know its not always rainbows and butterflies.. but it shouldnt be stormy all the time diba?! give me a break! hayyy.. soo..im here.. nagging.. complaining.. and still nothing better happens. if i die. well. no more problems to face. no more shit to have to catch. and well... all i have to do. is rest. is there anyway i can speed up my clocks?? hehe! hay. complains. im so full of them. ok.so my post know dosnt really match my post last sept 10. but, wala. i just feel so ..so.. BLAH! heheh!! ok. enough with this. all i have to do is go on with the shit hole im in now. like i have a choice.

a visit to reality

2006-09-10T09:14:00.000-07:00

ok.. so its september 10 today.hahah!!! anyway..

im finally tping an update.. its been so long..

uhm.. so well.. we went to sos orphanage yesterday in ayala alabang.. it was actually a visit to reality i realized how blessed i am.. the kids and teenagers were so friendly and cheerful.. i mean.. isipin mo and dami nilang problema nakukuha pa nila ngumuti at mag saya right?? eh tayo, may konting problema lang kala mo katapusn na ng mundo... i mean there are people outside that have more problems to deal with, more tears cried, and more hurt felt... we have to know that the world isnt all about us. there are other human beings in this world living there own life, dealing with their own businesses... its just a thing i thought about while i was there.. one of the girls there iniwan ng parents nya dahil wala na raw pera pang pa aral at alaga sakanya so she told me that she wants to finish school so that she could help her family and see them soon but her family isnt answering any of her letters, she immidietly cried while telling me that story.. that instant, i wanted to take away her pain... but that was the one thing i couldnt do. my mom preached to them about GOD and how GOD loved them so much. i mean.. i really felt touched that they were so soft hearted. it was liberating visiting there :p i really loved the kids.. i dont want to die with not touching any lives in my lifetime. i want to grow up with this teenagers and kids. they tought me how to be content with what i have. actually i realized i was receiving more then i deserved. so now. im more than thankful.

with the bangs.. i've got only one thing to say R-A-B-B-I-T.

2006-09-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

ok!! so i've got bangs.. nothing to cry about.. hahah!! i look like a rabbit daw.. :ohahaha!! you be the judge:p here are my bang-ful pictures:)

funny site to see after 1 year

2006-09-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

haha!! funny thing kanina i was thinking about my old posts tapos na alal ko yung old blog ko na puno ng pics so if you guys wanna see the "old" me visit this:

www.mahpictyurs.blogspot.com

the pics dated way back then... it was a funny site to see after so long..:p

regret

2006-09-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

it didn't take long for me to reflect on my life.. thanks to a visit to my sistoe's house i had a perfect topic, we thought about the things we did kasi nung gr6 tapos naisip ko na ang dami ko ng ginawa na sana di ko na ginawa, i just hate guilt so i just had to think about the things that i regret doing tapos eto naisip ko:

they always say "nasa huli ang pagsisisi" or its always at the end when we regret..parang when we erase an answer sa quiz tapos tama pala we always feel a great amount of regret, or for me after i eat i feel like kiling myself... well, i thought about the things i regret doing and thought about the things that could have happened if i didnt do them..

tapos na isip ko, kung ano kaya magiging epekto nun sa past, present or future ko,

that i will never know..but

its not always true that its at the end that we regret, for me, now, its at the end that we learn from what we did.. diba?! so we dont have to go through it again!

we fall but we stand up, we try to avoid what caused the fall and we continue to move on.

theres no such thing as regret. for me,now? its expirience. and every tear cried every hurt felt. is just worth where i am now. im happy. thats all that matters.

my friends are the best. they make me smile:p and i love them for that! aina, bevs, bei, patti and hen. i love you guys. you made me feel like changing. you guys,changed me.

blog leave, feel free to tag, will tag back when back to earth:p

2006-08-31T18:22:00.000-07:00

changed my hit counter pala:p itll only count every unique viewer, its better that way so it wont keep adding and adding every time i enter my page and view my "blast from the past" so i can really monitor how many hits my site is getting:p it wont be madaya na:p haha! theres no point in pretending i have many viewrs:p haha!

hay.. so tomorow is another day.. another day to wake up, dress up, go to school, train and go home:p same old things to do..hay.. its like my life already has a pattern layed down, for me to follow! its pathetic:p haha!
so enough about tommorow! what happened today:
quiz in biology scored 14 over 15, booya! :p haha! dapat 15 kaso i erased my first answer... aww... i suck! haha! anyway..
still not lovestrucked! and totally bored! haha!! im not going anywhre with my recent posts, so i'll probably take days off muna.. give time for me to think about my life..and reflect.. till then:p take care guys:p

*will be on blog leave:p feel free to tag! will tag once back to earth:p

2006-08-29T18:08:00.000-07:00

training today![[mr. mariano free training!!]] *bliss* hahaha!! oh yes! no harshful side comments and oh so tiring countless sprints and jogging rounds! oh yes! fun! :p

lesson learned today: muscles are our friend:p

funny short conversation after training with "mr.g"
mr g: mga matataba papayat! mga payat LALONG papayat! in short butot balat na po! at mga ayaw magka my muscles magkaka muscles kayo! tanggapin nyo na!

team:ouch! *laughs*

oh yes!! ab work out sa training! parang kami "tama na!!!! ang sakit! aray! shet" hahah!! no pain no gain i guess..:p but i am happy cuz i need to strengthen my center anyway! vollyball and ballet are so compatible! my 2 sports are helping each other! wow! how nice:p

pretty normal day:p NOT!

2006-08-28T17:43:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!!! watap?! been a long time i guess..not!;P SO UHMM.. TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN... tapos bea gave me a very very very nice bracelet!! i love it wea!!(so does my mom):p THANK YOU BERRY MUCH! huggage from me!!!

funny thing was.. when she gave the little box for me to open i absolutly didnt want too!! kala ko kasi may ipis or somthing sa loob!! funny no. stupidity. absolutly*wink* hahha!! fun fun! heres the braclet my darling wea gave me:

pretty ay?! :p love it wea!!thank you so much!!:p

2006-08-25T20:11:00.000-07:00

look alike ko DAW

look alike daw ni sanko!! wow!! si mj??heheh

im officialy an interneholic!! oh yes. its addictive:p

2006-08-25T14:38:00.000-07:00

happy birthday VINCE MENDOZA!
lots of hugs from the mesa family:p

haha!! obvously, im addicted to suffing the net!! i keep searching for dance sites and stuff na!! and i stumbled to one awsome site!! its giving me almost all my ballerina needs!!:p "
heres the site: www.learntodance.com i looooovvveee it!! i always have a hard time memorizing the "terms" oh yes..im slow! oh yes. slow! HAHA!
i love my ballet teacher, she's so sweet and caring, and you can really see that ashe wants the best in you to show! i can see a teacher who cares so much for her dancers.:p she'll even spend so many minutes just to teach you if you dont get the exercise. hayyy!! i love ms. cherish!! she made a dancer out of me and my two left feet:p HAHA! i love you ms.cherish (like you'll ever stumble into my blog) but still.. i want to show all the people how proud i am of my ballet teacher!! she's so talented! and i do appriciate her. LOTSS. :) nothing's EVER gonna change that, if ever i get good. i'll just shower her with my love!! hope i make her proud.:)

a day spent with patti, is a day of thousands of pictures:p

2006-08-24T18:20:00.000-07:00

yessss!!!i spent another wonderful day at patti's house, and yes we took alot of pictures, but im feeling lazy to post it in multiply ehh.. haha!! maybe next time, when im "less lazy" haha!
so we went through our past posts and well... we found our past post's so silly.. the spellings the grammar! damn! it just wasnt us.. pero shempre nung time na yun that was us.. but still!! our posts now are much different..hahah!! fanny! !!! sobrang arte ko back then!! i got irritated by myself!! parang i could hear myself saying those stuff.haha!! basta... posts ko palang i saw that i changed alot not just the way i "blog" but the way i think, the way i speak and the way i act. im so proud of myself im a changed woman!! yipee!! oh come celebrate with me!! =)) haha!! osige! sa uulitin nalang..:p paalam!!:p

new lay out

2006-08-23T17:45:00.000-07:00

ok! header by patty.:p
*sanko's (reuben my bro) burtdee tommorow!!!!

and yes that is me:p

ok, forgive me for oh so short updates, well its cuz, ive been
such a lazy brat these past days, exams kasi, fanny! anywy,
got a new album sa multiply, spent my day with patti kasi... fun! bliss!
we ate.. made a music video, yes people! we made a music video!!!

check out our music video : www.fruitasniprutas.multiply.com
or
you tube just type breaking free-ruth and patti

oh yes! it is silly!! :p so please do view and comment!!!!

ok, so being the lazy lady i am, i will now stop,:p and post something with sense later on, when im done being lazy:)

buhbye!!! comment on the layout!!! tight huggage from me!!:p

2006-08-22T15:52:00.000-07:00

ok!!!i decided not to delete this blog...
thanks to lisette:p
i love you ate!!! ayun...so i'll think of an update later:p thank you for all the people who are viewing this walang kwentang blog=)

2006-08-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

ok uhm...
so i might delete this blog already, i just feel that my posts ar'nt reaching anybody. parang im just wasting my time thinking of nice updates just to see that no one actually is viewing my blog.

so, uhm i'll think about it,
so if your reading this post. thank you.:p

oh yeah

2006-08-20T18:12:00.000-07:00

oh yes!! im blogging again!! and im 14! oh yes!! the old has gone and the new has come:p

things that happened while i wasnt blogging:
my 14th birthday
pictures-www.fruitasniprutas.multiply.com
church with my family
pictures-www.fruitasniprutas.multiply.com

sooo uhmm...
went to church today and spent time with my family... oh yess... pictures at my multiply:p oh please comment

nung friday when my brother was bringing me to school i realized something,
everyone has the right to be treated well, because evryone is Gods child! i mean, its not fair if you are treated extra special just because of who you are and what you do or how you look like, because you cant change who you are, you cant change how you look you cant change how you act, because who you are is how God created you...

i just feel sorry for those who arnt treated well, those who dont get invited, those who get bullied, those who get mocked.... because... well... its not right!! because they have feelings too... its not like theyre robots... who you can push around and hurt... they're like anyone of us, who need love, care, friends and respect... and im also im sure they're parents want the best for them too, so im going to treat them like what they really are , Gods children or my spiritual brothers.

to all those i hurt. im sorry. i'll make it up to you. i promise.

2006-08-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

yesss people... im back!

at yes! its my birthday tommorow!!! its my birthday so i'll cry if i want too..=)

so we're going swimming!! yess!!!! cge update soon. i will edit this freak'n walang kwentang post.=)

oh and yes... im love'n tokyo rose's right through your teeth..=)

2006-08-13T04:37:00.000-07:00

ok!!! update!!

yesterday:

my dad picked me up at mga 6:10 to watch "all that jazz" at ccp. prepared by ballet philippines, ccp and hot legs.(awsome show by the way) so uhm... we arrived there at 7:00 since we were 1 hour early we ate at pancake house first, then of to the show!!!!:P there were so many people!!! jam packed!!!! it was weird nga eh.. since i knew 6 of the dancers/teachers/scholars it was weird watching them perform... i never expected them to be that good!! not good actually awsome.:p so after the show cariza texted me to stay... so i waited till 10 pm, then they went down for autograph signing, but she looked for me right away..and yeah we talked for awhile then hugged then said our goodbyes:) cant wait for them to visit here sa house again.:)

today:
went to church at 2 pm,tapos after church we watched click i cried!!!!! it was funny and sad at the same time !!! watch it guys!! its really really nice!!!!:) tapos went to shopwise and had a funny conversation with the sales pipol from spud fries:

me: ma, penge 20 pam bili ng water
mom: ok *mom giving me the 20 peso bill
me:*getting it* then*walking to spud fries*
me:*looking at 3 sales sales pipol eating* exuse me, may water kayo? *smiling*
sales person girl # 1:ay! sorry ma'am!! opo meron.*smiling with a fork in her hand and a string of pansit on her face*
me:magkano?*trying hard not to laugh!*
sales person girl #1: 19 po. *still smiling*
me: pa bili ako ng isa*holding a finger up * (thinking:bah!! sakto pera ko!! may sukle pa)
sales guy # 1:hi ma'am!!kain po ma'am!!
me:ay!! salamt nalang kuya!! busog pa ako.*laughing*
sales guy # 1:fries po ayaw nyo?*while holding a fork wit pancit on it*
me:ok lng kuya! nag papapayat ako eh.*smiling*
sales person girl # 2:ano ka ba!! chinichika mo si ma'am!! baka kailangan na nya umalis!!!
sales guy # 1:tanga!!! di pa nga binibigay sakanya tubig nya eh!!
me:*laughing*
sales girl # 1:*giving me the bottled water* sorry ma'am ang kulit nila
me:ay ok lang!!! sige pa alam mga ate at kuya.*waving goodbye*
the 3 sales pipol:*waving goodbye with their forks up in the air in there hands with pancit on it*
me:*saying to myself: ang kulit nila!! saya naman!! what friendly pipol!!*

ccp

2006-08-12T16:17:00.000-07:00

we're going to watch the ballet performance at CCP later 8:00 pm=)
im so exited!! what a wonderful birthday gift from my friends
from ballet philippines.. they provided me with 3 tickets, =) *bliss*
update later.=)

2006-08-11T04:12:00.000-07:00

ei..please link my multiply.=) its "fruitasniprutas.multiply.com"
just same ng blog ko=) thanks=)

DI TUMATAKBO PABALIKANG ORAS

2006-08-09T17:10:00.000-07:00

my birthday is near!!! i will no longer be a 13-year old retard.. i'll soon be a new and improved 14-year old retard ;p yessss... so fun!!!!

hahaha!!! im getting all drama and stuff nga eh... i even viewed my"blast from the past"
(and different ko nga mag blog dati eh)
kasi naman,,
i was lying down biglang na icip ko..."shucks!!! 2nd year na pala ako!!!"
im still not used to being reffered to as a "teen" and a highschool student...
life's just bringing with it tons of suprices and spices making it worth living...
hayy..i miss grade school nga eh..
it was just so different than life as a "teen"
life as a kid is just full of inocence and fun..
you never really had much problems...

the only problems you had were
sino magiging taya
or
sino magiging patotot sa patentero
life was so simple then....

but as we grow up,

we learn that the one person that wasnt suppose to ever let you down
probably will

yoou will have your heart broken more than once
and it's harder every time

you'll break hearts too
so always remember how it felt like

you'll fight with your bestfriend

you'll blame a new love for things an old love did

you'll cry because time is passing too fast

you'll eventually loose someone you love

so,

take to many pictures

laugh to much

because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of hapiness you'll never get back

and i just have to
1. keep seeing the glass
half full rather thank half empty,

2. always remember that there's always
a rainbow after the rain

3.and that everything happens for a reason

4.and that im living for my purpose

5. and hindi tumatakbo pabalik ang oras

so all i have to do is enjoy this life im in..
and live this life....

like ballerinas say "dance like theres no one watching" =)

absent

2006-08-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

hayy..im stuck at home cuzz im SICK...
i studied kasi till 3 am.. when i woke up super sakit na ng head ko!!!
sabi ko pa nga" bakit nahihilo ako? eh nakahiga pa ako?" ayun pala i had fever na... RAWR!
i have to take special exams pa tuloy!!! badtrip!!! i have to study AGAIN! cuz i wasnt exactly able to "finish" studyng for history... if i finished it mga 4 nako nag sleep..hehehe!!! im so bored na talaga... pero its lucky i got sick if i didint get sick i would have failed history... yey for me *bliss*=) sige..i'll update later on..im so freakn dizzy na kasi... "crums" signing out...hehehe... or"mandy" sabi kasi ni takeshi i look like her daw!!! ung sa nick hahaha)

2006-08-05T22:53:00.000-07:00

yehay!!! update.. credits go to patti for this skin again..hehehe..www.pottycake.blogspot.com
uhm.... im on pointes na!!! yehey!!! hehe..and ano pa ba.....????

ayun..nagulat pa ako yesterday... cuz i went to atc to visit my bro sa olympic..bigla nalang nya cnb "ruth!! nasa MEG ka!" parang ako..pano?!!!! hahaha,....
tapos na alala ko... mga 4 or 3 months ago parang may go-see.. tpoa me and my bros ex naglalakad sa atc..tapos may tumwag samin at inayusan kami and pinicturan....tapos ayun...the bad thing pa..i looked so FAT!!! hehe..pero ok lang..grabi kaya..may pa yun tapos ngayung august lang nilabas yun......hehhe

so uhm.... ayun nalang muna..tinatamad pa ako eh..hahhaa

2006-07-28T17:00:00.000-07:00

oh please vote for VINCE MENDOZA to be one of the candy cuties...

to vote:
just go to www.candymag.com (just click this link) and just check out the candy cuties.
register and vote. TADA! your done.

trust me this guy is eye candy. and truly looks like royalty.=)

trust me;p

thanks for the support=)

fuck worldly love,,, guys are fucking assholes.

2006-07-23T17:21:00.000-07:00

credits go to patti david on this skin pala: www.pottycake.blospot.com

soo... uhm i went to church toay..and what are the odds,... the topic was LOVE... whoah.hehhe

1 corinthians 13:4-7:

love is patient, love is kin
it oes not envy, it does not boast
it is not proud, it is not rue
it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered
it keeps no record of wrongs
love does not eliht in evil but rejoices with the truth
it always PROTECTS,ALWAYS TRUSTS, ALWAYS HOPES, ALWAYS PERSEVERES

-love is expressed, love NEEDS to be expressed kaht ano pa gawin natin para itago lalabas at lalabas parin. alam mo yun parang pag pasok nung person sa room ma papa smile ka nalang..or special treatment sha..basta its hard to explain but easy to get..right?so uhm... WORLDLY LOVE IS SO FU**ING TEMPORARY... better yet dont get into it nalang.. its not true na you "fall"in love you dont freakn fall inlove, you fall off the bed...or you fall off a chair...pero inlove? tssss... bunch of CRAP...hehh... the word love is just so abused now a days kasi nakaka inis na....parang ï love you ruth"f***??!!! watever...heheh oh kaya ï love you patty"or ï love you bea"" or ï love you hen"or "i love you bevs" or"i love you ana"tapos after 1 fight iiwan ka... crap... stop saying i love you if you dont mean it.. if you have nothing else better to say just shut ur freak'n mouth. you never know how much you'll hurt a person in the end kasi.. that also goes with promises an stuff... just stop making em if you cant keep em.....

LOVE IN GREEK:
phileo- brotherly love
eros- sexual love(only for married couples)
agape-unconditional love.
sorge-parental/sibling love

worldly love is temporary

2006-07-21T16:40:00.000-07:00

Guys drink to forget about the girl...Girls drink to think back about that guy...

When guys are in love, they become poorer But when girls are in love, they become prettier

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive... Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care most about the quantity of love... But girls care most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another.. .Girls break-up when they feel Separation from their man...

Guys feel curious towards all girls...Girls feel curious towards the guys who are interested in them..

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls...When girls are heartbroken, they try tofind hisCharacteristics from other guys...

Guys wish to be her first love....

And girls wish to be his last love.....

-> oh come on girls!!!?? u JUST have to agree with this.=)

grabbed pics from heniepots friendster.

2006-07-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

anung aquaintance toh... ang cute nila!! i love these pipol!!! sobra!!!

right to left: louie, ana, mike(ang cute ni mike) patipot, henipot, me=)(talagang di ako nakatingin ah?!)
right to left: philip, reba, liz, bei bei, patipot, henipot, me*crums, and rei!!=)
hennniiee!!! i got pics from ur frenster ah.. thanks=)

hi

2006-07-14T17:40:00.000-07:00

hola!! so hmm.. ym-ed with irvin.. it was weird you know.. we were talking about gr 6 and how i used to bother and bug him all the time... parang i realized i was so imature. im so glad im difrent na. promise. we used to fight over this guy pa ( diba reba?hehe) basta! it was stupid. hehe!! miss this guy narin... it's been almost forever na since i spoke to him or even saw him..

funny topic :
RUTH: tiningnan ko profile mo
RUTH:ang cute mo.. at nung tummy mo=))
IRVIN: bakit? haha
RUTH: la kang abs!!! kla ko may abs ka!! im so bad!!=))
IRVIN: ang sama mo!! hehe
IRVIN: dibale next yr may abs nako
RUTH: u dont have 2 wory bout ur body naman eh!! u have the looks and height naman eh!!
IRVIN:un!!! hehe!!! tama.haha
RUTH:tingnan moko..tabs lang
IRVIN: ngek! ok lng naman na wala kang abs eh.. babae ka namn eh
RUTH: i know.. pero may ONE PACK namn ako..oh diba..astig ko.
IRVIN:oo nga.isang malupit na ab. haha=))

* i just loved this part of our conversation it was just so cute and he was so adorable.hehehe.. ocge..ayun nalng muna.=)

ang tagal na!!!

2006-07-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

some lines from songs i can relate to :

"every new begining comes from some other beginings end"

its weird when you lose someone/something and cry about it but later on in life you find someone/something so much better.

"i set my clocks early cuz i know im always late"

dont you hate the feeling of being over someone then realizing you still have feelings for him/her when its just to late for anything too happen .

"i was over it before, but you brought me back to where i began and now im starting out again"

i just hate it when your over a person then that person does someting to bring you back to falling.its just f***ed up.

"i think im paranoid"
you get my point.

*its just weird how we can relate to music..its like another person is seing through you.

so ano pa ba? im fixing everything that has to be fixed in my life, forgeting everything that has to be forgoten and well im starting out again, and im happy.=) finally.

and uhm so much passed by na... time is so fast talaga... eto mga happenings:

AQUAINTANCE PARTY: i felt so sad nung slowdance.no one danced with me. i was a wallflower!!! i felt so ughly and unwanted. basta it was a long and frustrating day. to sum it all up

i had painful feet, i cried, i laughed, i ate, i danced i had fun, iwas BORED.

JULY 11: well hmmm.. an important date to be remembered, but samin nalang ng circle of friends ko.hahaha!!!

JULY 6: birthday ni mek.

* so ayun nalang muna ngayun la na ako ma sabi eh...sige..buh bye=)

shout out to BOTCHOI!!=)

2006-06-24T14:35:00.000-07:00

sooo..i got through my 2nd week of school, alive! thankfully... it was freakin fun though...even if we were burried in notes, homeworks, quizzes...and never ending inroductions!!! so anyway... not so many new faces but almost every face was familiar... so ano pa ba?

hmmmm.... i really cant think of anything na... parang blank na brain ko... heheh!!! mga teachers kasi eh!!! sadista silang lahat!! hahah!!! anywy.. i just came from ballet class... fun..as usual... hard din... set class na kasi... everything had to be perfect. from the tips of our fingers to the tips of our toes... that kind of perfect.. at shempre... turn outs.... and the oh so painful stretches... yawch.... heheh!! osige!!! i feel like stopping na... ta tah!!

beverly!!! you take care!! kung nasan ka man!!

2006-06-24T03:06:00.000-07:00

pictures with my friends and "family"

vince mendoza
j c and me
na sisira na ulo ni vince!! hahah!!!

2006-06-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

*yes, i am vain please bare with me (and a dozen pictures of myself). *

la lang

2006-06-07T17:29:00.000-07:00

this song is dedicated to pm!!! kasi xa yung na aalala ko pag naririnig ko toh... (diba serena?)hehe!!! sige post nalang ako later on!=)

hallu

2006-06-05T13:23:00.000-07:00

so we went to tagaytay nung saturday, (i'll post pics later on) and we made our own little family, post more later on..gotta go.=)

fun facts=)

2006-06-02T09:01:00.000-07:00

funny facts about me and my family:
ruth:
-cant go in a room if there's an ipis inside.
-started ballet at a very late age (13)
-owns 5 dif. colered glasses but only uses 1
-works/thinks best when under pressure
-lazy but loves sports
-music addict but gave away her ipod
-from my 50 books i've finished 10, read half way with 20 books and lost the other20.=)
-loves scary flicks but after watching one cant be left alone=)
-atad selfish but loves giving ggifts!!!!!! haha!!

reuben
-once said that his first love was mcdonalds burger
-said he'd not have a gf till he was20 but had one when he was15
-is the only moreno in the family

redgie
-once called his gf and told her he was so sick of eating and right after that call he asked the helper to cook food
-once said his first love was tocino

rainier
-is the one always being taken care of even if he's the oldest
-acts like he's12
-had a crush and right after 5 minsgt turned of cuz he saw the girl had "libag"at the back ofher legs

mum
-gets disoriented when crossing the street
-gets dizzy when going up stairs,elevators,escalators[anything high]
-once fell of an exercise ball and rolled with it.
-laughs so loud u can hear her even when out of the house
-our baby

dad
-he's smaller than me
-gym rat
-transferedto a house right next to our houses village.

thats about all i can think of. hahaha!!
funny facts that make me love my family sooooo much=)

hello

2006-05-28T13:32:00.000-07:00

just wanna share some pics.. dont have much to say kasi..=)

mothers day.

2006-05-14T12:17:00.000-07:00

hello to all moms in the world!!!
haha.. so anway..

i want to dedicate this post to all the moms in the world..

it was once said that it takes a thousand men to make a city but it takes a mom to make a home. true right? moms are gifts from God... they are the one friend you are sure wont leave you. i had to learn that the hard way when all my "friends" left me and the only person there beside me was my mom. thats when i realized she never left she was always there i was just to blind to see=) moms are there to support you 100 % but are often neglected.
thats why im here to thank ALL of them. not just mine but to everyones mom.

moms are known to be naggers.you often catchthem nagging you about your homework,watching to much tv, not eating enough vegetables and loads of other stuff.. but thats just shows that they care and want the best for you. so if you want to catch then off guard the net time they're nagging you, just blurt out the words "thank you mom for careing so much for me" that'll keep em quiet for awhile.heheh!!

sad truths about us children:
when you were born
your mom took care of you BUT
you thanked your mom by crying all night.

when you were 1
she cooked you food BUT
you thanked her by throwing the plate in thefloor

when you were 4
she tought you to walk BUT
you thankd her by running away when she called you

when you were 8
she drove you to all your activities BUT
you thanked her by getting out of the car w/out even looking back o say goodbye

when you were 12
she payed for your celphone bills/credits BUT
you thanked her bystaying HOURS on the phone

when you were 16
she tought you to drive BUT
you thanked her by taking her car everychance you got.

when you were 18
she asked if you were seeing anyone BUT
yo thanked her by screaming "its none of you business!!" at her.

when you were 23
she cried at your wedding BUT
ou thanked her bymoving to another country

when you were 30
she called to ask how the children BUT
you thanked her by telling her to call again

when you were 40
she called to tell you she felt ill and needed you to go with her to the hospital BUT
you thanked her b y telling her you were to busy

when you were 50
she quietly died...
NOW? HOW WILL YOU EVER THANK HER AGAIN?

see... you may never know when you mom will go to heaven take the time to thank her for everything. you know you love her...take the time to tell her how much you do. for every second is as special as the other. once she's gone there no more thanking.

so mom.i love you and thak you.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

hallu

2006-05-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

hello!!! sup!!!? anyway.. been doing alot of thinking lately .. bakit kaya? ha ha!! lame.. so anyway
im so freak'n exited!! recitals next sunday na! !!! woohoo!!

so tama toh.. i know that none of you guys are interested at ballet so.. change topic.
so uhm...recent happenings:

>went wall climbing sa pearl plaza with yof peeps and bros'.

>reached 9 sa intervals sa wall.

>just practiced sa ballet

>went shopping

and thats about it. ha ha

maybe girls think tomuch.. noh? im really stressed all the way to my bones!! i think about how i look like, what i'll wear, what i'll eat, what to do with my talents, how to loose weight[fast].. actually i think about ALMOST everything. hayyy!!! me and my thoughts

so i had this talk with my bro. anh he said "YOUR ONLY ALOUD TO HAVE A BOY FRIEND WHEN YOUR 20"haha!! i just love him and he's sillyness.
AND he should be"sobrang guapo" daw but "not bigger"then him so he could beat him up daw. haha!! so anyway.. gotta go!!

SHOUT OUT: hello ob pipol!!i miss you guys soooooooo much!! text nyo naman ako for gimickand stuff!!

pasensha na

2006-05-01T03:07:00.000-07:00

ei... viewers(if i still have any) im really sorry if i take gazilion years to make updates..

what makes boys so lfrustrating yet so loveable?

2006-04-28T16:33:00.000-07:00

what makes boys so frustrating yet so loveable?(inspired by candy mag)
i should know best right? cuz ive been living with them since i was born. exept for my dad.
ive got three brothers and no sisters.. thats why ive been one of the boys..haha

well boys are the most marvelous things in our planet..thay can make you cry,laugh, jump, scream, and lots more of both nice and evil things. they make you feel emotions you never thought you had. they bring out the best or worst of you.

my brothers are great... the're simply Gods gift to me.. and im glad i have them.. so is my father even if he's not with me.. or even if he wasn't with me while i was growing up.. he was still kinda there.. i know its "malabo" but it's true.. he was there financialy and emotionaly... he was always just "a text away" but still.. i would've loved the pleasure of growing up with my dad by my side.. but even if he wasnt really there my brothers were there to substitute my dad.. but still.. no one can can ever take the place of my father or my brothers. for me..they are frustrating and lovable because they fight with me but they make "bawe" by not even knowing that thay did na.. and my dads not there but makes the greatest effort to be there.. hayy... boys... so wonderful.=)

swimming

2006-04-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

me and sarah went swimming at her place and we.... jumped.. and jumped... again and again..hehehe!!!

bikini

2006-04-10T00:49:00.000-07:00

when i was 12 i always told my self that i would never be caught dead wearing a bikini, i was mortified with the thought that i'd be exposing ALOT of myself, plus i thought it was really silly that a bathing suit with less clothe appeared to be much more expesive then the one with more clothe used. when i turned 13 i lost alot of weight, when i say alot i mean ALOT. from the waist line of 32 i turned to a size 26. this was a big leap for me. but i never knew that losing a large amount of weight would drive me to do somthing i never wanted to do... wear a bikini.yes.. at the age of 13 i bought my 1st ever purple stringy bikini. now i jus laugh at myself for thinking that wearing a bikini would be so bad. but the truth is it helped boost up my confidence. never keep yourself from enjoying the pleasures of life, dont let your imperfections keep you from bein beautiful. cuz you are no matter what shape, size or size you are.ü

summer

2006-04-10T00:32:00.000-07:00

ahh.. summer... the very thought of summer makes you sweat...hehe.. or he very thought of summer makes you think "time to show of some skin" or you start bringing out your bikini and sun block.. hmmm... summer for me is a time of absolute fun and you get to achieve things you could'nt when you were burried in al those homeworks and projects.. summer is when you break your shell... you get out of the bounadries of you and your barkada(but ofcorse they're irreplacable)but open up to the world around you... ahh..summer..simply amazing...ü

tsss

2006-03-17T22:09:00.000-08:00

ahhhh..finally an update.....
today i woke up from the fairytale i was living in and forced to accept reality...
hmmm... reality struck me hard... so hard that i actually... cryed buckets of tears..
i know tears wont make this pain go away..but... it's something i have to deal with. and actually everyone has to deal with it...my time just came early.... but... well.. that's the way things are... prayers are my bestfriends now.... yup prayers and God... im hoping for a miracle...that will be life changing.. thats all...

blog pimp'n

2006-03-12T18:36:00.000-08:00

haha!! i just finished fixing innah's blog.. hope you like it my friend just tell me if you want me to add more things;p well cant stay long gotta go.. comment nalng innah on your skin if you dont like it just tell me i'll change it kei?ü mwah!! buh bye!!

Focus on hocus pokus

2006-03-04T03:16:00.000-08:00

imperfection's are the thing's that make us unique. do not see them as burden's that keep you from being beautiful.but gifts that make you unique as a human being.ü

I will focus on the sweeter things in life than concentrating on the sour things in life.
cuz I have no right to complain bout the things I don't like bout my life....
cuz God gives me/us blessing happiness is up to me..
and sometimes i or we tend to argue with God on how he's running our lives,...
Welll i realized his running mine well it's just that i take what he does and gives me for granted.
Like these things I don't like my hair, my body, my nose, my eyes my feet my skin and lots more.
IMPERFECTION'S ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE US UNIQUE.
But I realized today I AM BLESSED AND SO ARE YOU. ACCEPT THAT. don't complain about the way you look how you smile how rich or poor you are.But think of ALL the blessings you have. cuz YOU ARE BLESSED so am i.

Update..Update

2006-03-01T20:09:00.000-08:00

attention: my blog is no longer "ruthiepietinapie"
please change your links to "fruitasniprutas.blogspot.com"
please and thank youÃ¼

this post is for all the kids inside who were left by there dad and feeling lonely in this world:
your not alone... Ii feel your pain..

to my dad:there's a kid in me who's life will never be complete...

emotionless-goodcharlotte
Hey Dad I'm writing to you Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel And how we fell apart how this fell apart
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?We're alright We're alright

chorus:

It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alrightI will remember the days you were a hero in my eyesBut those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
The days I spent so cold, so hungry, were full of hateI was so angry,
the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take to my grave, but I'm OK, I'm OK

chorus:

It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still aliveI'm still alive

Sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit
That I miss you, said I miss you

chorus:

It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive

And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admitThat I miss you, I miss you...hey Dad

favorite lines from songs:
closingtime-semisonic
every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end..

all down hill from here-fall out boy
come to this you insist to pull me down you contridict the fact that you still want me around...

dance with my father again-luther vandross
i'd love love love to dance with my father again, some time's i'd listen outside the door, i'd hear my mumah cry for him.. and i pray for him.

forget my name-newfound glory
can't you tell that im losing myself i think im trying to hard to..let it show... to letyou now.. so trace your footsteps back to me...
tell all my friends im dead im leaving you this time it's for good, it wont be long before you forget my name..
cant yu tell that i dont know myself i need someone to remind me.

freshmen-third eye blind
i wont be held responsible she fell inlove in the first place...
for the life of me i cannot remember what made us think that we were wise and we never comprimised for the life of me i cannot beleive we'd ever doubt for the sense we were merley freshmen..

Boring

2006-02-24T12:03:00.000-08:00

Well, blogging again.. Anyways.. I wasn't referring to a person from o.b ha? Dun sa other post...

ANGEL: thank you poh!!! ü fellow ballerina..hehheü

ayun.. andito ako sa internet cafe.la internet sa house eh...well...been a bit sad sa school latly.. lalo na sa classroom... i dunno..but i rly am.... hehehe!!

10 reasons why NOT to fall in-love w/ the wrong person:
10.) always end up getting hurt
9.) blame each other almost all the time
8.)irritating arguments
7.)u loose interest in you study's
6)it's only nice at the beggining
5.)you waste alot of tears
4.)you watse alot of time
3.) you give up things you like
2.)regret

and the top one rison why not to fall inlove with the wrong person:
1.) he/she leaves you for someone else or he/she already loves someone else.

its been so long

2006-02-18T17:53:00.000-08:00

ahh...blogging once again.. well.. to all third year students from o.b montessori... enjoy your prom night.. =) i blogged again finally!! after a gazilion years!!! heheh!! well.. im feeling insicure again..and i feel so f***ed up inside these past months... maybe it's cuz of "her" and "him" hayyy... but thanks anna for being there... thanks for being a friend... well... i cant stay here to long so better make this quick...

it's all been f***ed up recently... i dunno why... i feel so confused and all that s**t...
i just want everything to go back to normal!!! thats all im wishing for!!! im so stressed out..

wala lang

2006-01-17T04:46:00.000-08:00

im at b_connected, just needed to get out of the house if i dont post later on this week it's because the damn internet wont work at home, thats all..gotta go!!

every girl's dream

2006-01-14T17:50:00.000-08:00

a girl's dream:

1.Get kissed in the rain

2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressedagainst the wall

3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world

4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possiblewhen giving hugs

5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear

6. Have that moment where you just gaze intoeachother's eyes

7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.

8. When you're not with your guy he's all that youcan think about

9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in,his scent surrounds you

10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, nomatter how teary eyed you may get.

11. A guy who squeezes your hand

12. A boy that says he loves you and means it

13. A guy that will play her favorite song outsideher window

14. A guy who is loyal

15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how badhe is at it.

16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.

17. A guy that will call you beautiful oradorable...not hot, fine, or sexy

18. A guy that will never judge you for how youlook.

19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just tomake u smile

20. A boy that is the same when he is with youand when with friends

21. A boy that tells you everything honestly

22. A boy that is good with your family andintroduces you to his family

23. A guy that will always let you win

24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who itis against

25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' andsee how your day has been

26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes hisday and makes everything better

27. A boy who will sit on the phone with youwhenyou're sad, even if you're quiet

28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with

29. A boy that will just randonmly call you for noreason at all, just because he missed you

30. A guy who will hold your hand through theroughest parts of life.

31. A guy who would love you forever no matterthecircumstance.

32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to getalldressed up and do your make up for him. Even ifhe says he likes you better without make up.

33. A guy who you can be yourself with and hewillnever give a care and would still tell you that youare amazing to him.

34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair,like he's washing your worries/troubles away.

35. A guy who tells you you make his day better,just for being you

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As we grow up,
we learn that even the onepersonthat wasn't supposed to ever let you downprobablywill.
You will have your heart broken probablymorethan once and it's harder every time.
You'll breakhearts too,
so remember how it felt when yourswas broken.
You'll fight with your best friend
.You'llblame a new love for things an old one did.
You'llcry because time is passing too fast,
and you'lleventually lose someone you love.
So take toomany pictures,
laugh too much,
and love likeyou've never been hurt

because every sixtyseconds you spend upset is a minute of
happinessyou'll never get back.

friday the 13th!!

2006-01-13T13:13:00.000-08:00

guys!! im pleased to announce thet it's friday the 13th!!!
so cool!!! that's why i was feeling so unlucky!! oh well, i didn't go to school today,
cuz, none of my classmate's were... i made a deal with my mom, she'd alow me not to go to school as long as i clean up my cabinet, heheh!! so i did!! so i'll post more later on, bye!!

watashi wa

2006-01-12T05:42:00.000-08:00

"if you judge people you dont have time to love them"

c'mon, you gotta agree with that? diba nga, dont judge a book by it's cover.
people have the tendency to judge, and i admit i frequently do that, judging dosn't do anything it wont make you any prettier then the other girl's it wont make you smarter then the class brain,

calling somebody ugly wont make you prettier, calling someone dumb wont make u any smarter, so better yet not judge at all.

* hope you like this. ;p

waha

2006-01-11T04:56:00.000-08:00

i've been a tad busy latley,and i finally got the chance to post. so i snagged the oppotunity
here it goes!

"love" never stay's the same, it becomes different everytime, diba nga, "love becomes sweeter the 2nd time around" . it's not alway's like that "sweeter" can sometime's turn into "sour" and sour can just be plain "horifying" or plain nasty

PUPPY LOVE
-often mistaken to be the "first love"
-UN-serious relationship
-something like a "crush"
-short time feeling
-the most childish kind of "love" *i think*

THE SO CALLED "FLING"
-short time relationship
-childish relationship
-rushed into relationship

FIRST LOVE
-THE ULTIMATE love rush
-tou become blinded by love

GREAT LOVE
-love that can change you forever

i know it's not complete, but i hope you like the entry.=)

forgivers

2006-01-08T16:30:00.000-08:00

forgiver's are God's gift to pepole who make loads of mistake'S!! C'MON!! i wanna,dedicate this post to the pepole who i hurt yet forgived me.

and for those who still beleive the "chismisses" i assure you they are not true,if they were i'd apologise,promise.

c'mon!! salmt ulit sa peeps na nag soory ako at tinaggap!!(angel,eyze)
keep faith in God,Godbless!!

hapy me!!

2006-01-07T16:29:00.000-08:00

W.PHOvince mendoza gave me a gift, yup, heheh!! i have a new wallet, it's furfol!!!(purple)
i like it alot!! thak you binsu!! ;p

salamie binsu!!

Photobucket

2006-01-06T18:56:00.000-08:00

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

Friday eny

2006-01-06T05:52:00.000-08:00

*those who are hurting hurt people*-pastor mike

I actually agree,
when I was grade four onwards,
till I met Sarah who invited me to ENY(formerly called yof).After weeks of refusal,
I finally gave in on her "kakulitan" .
And IM glad I did,because going was my best decision ever.

before I actually hurt a lot of people, mentally,emotionally and physically. Probably because I couldn't find my identity, and I cant say I enjoyed doing the things I did. I actually never did,

and I never knew why I kept on doing it. So when I went to yof, I changed... I changed BIG TIME.
and now I cant thank Sarah enough for inviting nor can I thank GOD enough for giving me supportive parents who are with me all the way!!
Thank you!!;p alabshu Sarah!!*special mention ka Sarah!!* and I cant thank my ENY family enough!!
You guys are life changers!! alabshu guy's!! mwah!

*im believing in God to answer my prayers this year*
i know my God has open ears that he never closes,
no matter what i do, so i believe my prayers will be answered this year and so will all my questions,
c'mon?! yiee!!

Change

2006-01-05T02:51:00.000-08:00

*chis miss*
please don't believe everything you hear, na tuto na ako jan,
starting today I will clarify before i believe anyone.
not everyone can change,

*change
change is something hard to accept
they say people change all the time,
but while I was chatting with
patty* special mention Kay pat* one person popped up in my nind,
and i thought.. "Gosh! __
never change!" she's been in the root of all my fights since,
God knows when!! And I never noticed, call me blind but I never did.. Honest!! And well, I know all things happen for a reason,and nothing happens because of"mistakes" everything that happens God alrdy made a solution or a plan.
and I know I met "her" for a reason, I wont give up on "her" cuz I know my phrase" not everyone can change" will turn into "not everyone can change,W/OUT GOD" diba it's better?!

*dancing
some people say, "dancing is my life"
AK I say "GOD is my life and he gave me the passion to dance"
sorry kung pro GOD,actually no,im not sorry,cuz he deserves more credit than i give him
so today.. *i dedicate my blog to GOD and God only*and probably a little bit of my interested..heheh

*message(inspired by:kikayqueen.blogspot.com *angel yu* one's again IM SORRY)
TO ALL THE PEOPLE I HURT CAUSE OF INTRAMS: i hurt you,and im sorry,out of the depthsof my heart,i am really sorry.

TO ALL OBLP STUDENTS: im sorry if im such a b****. i will change this time,i rly promise, GOD showed me all my faults and i accept it with open arms.

TO ALL FRESHMEN: the way i look at you guy's will never change no matter what, i always see you guy's as my sister's and brothers
JUNIORS/SOPHOMORS:i have my faults sainyo, i admit,it's either my wrong choice of words or me kidding around when everyone was serious pala.

*ANGEL:im sorry,sa lahat. i'm sorry kung nag biro ako bout you.=(
*MONEL:im sorry kung na saktan kita, pro not "all" of the new's that i said was true. but yung kay angel was true but misunderstood.
*EYZE: im sorry... im glad we talked about it na.

flippin through notes.

2006-01-02T13:09:00.000-08:00

I was flipping through my mom's notes..And I ran into wonderful quotes..I didn't want to be selfish so I just wanted to share them.=)
to all the people:
>to multiply your joy,count your blessings.

"to the people that always think that their life's a waste.. C'mon... No one is born accidentally,you were born for a purpose. Live it.you have no right to feel bad for yourself,because YOU are blessed."

>instead of living in the shadows of yesterday,walk in the light of today and the hopes of tomorrow.

"to those who live in their past. Who never forgive themselves for their mistakes, C'mon! You gotta move on!! Just look at you past as a lesson. Learn from your mistakes and reap from the product."

>in the stillness of the morning,before a busy day,how sweet to be alone with God.

"to those who don't have time for God.. take the oppurtunity to thank God that you woke up,ask him to guide you through your day,it wont hurt to give just a bit of your time to the one who gave he's life for you diba?"

>a lie is a cowards attempt to get out of trouble.

"to all of us,you get my point"

2006-01-01T23:07:00.000-08:00

party at my house!!

hahaha!! the ENY gang went to my house and yes my house was so JAM PACKED!!! there was so many food and laughter!! yiee!! haaha!!! pastor mike was there!! party was a BLAST!!! yun lng..=)

have you ever

2006-01-01T18:46:00.000-08:00

hallu!! i was listening to my ipod..and i love this song...
have you ever?
by:brandy
Have You Ever? Have ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so hard You can't sleep at night
Have ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right
Have you ever, Have you ever

Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so hard You can't sleep at night Have ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right
Have you ever, Have you ever

Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta do to get your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you in my world 'Coz baby I can't sleep

wow!! ang weird today!!

2005-12-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

pastor mike and me at the wall

[[for all ENY-ers who want to see pator mike wall climbing(yes!!! wall climbing)
visit "ruth's picture's" found in my links..juz click!!!]]

i was hanging at atc along with my cuz and C.L and lau...
tapos biglang pastor mike arrived out of no where!!! tapos...
i never imagined him climbing...but..he did!!! it was so fun watchin him cimb!!! pastor mikes the coolest youth pastah ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pastor mike..your the coolest youth pastor..EVER!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-25T06:36:00.000-08:00

[ IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! MALIGAYANG PASKO!!!!! ]

oh well..today i came home from tagaytay about 7a.m....and slept till 4..
cuz our noche buena lasted till 2a.m... then they thought of goin to tagaytay..so we did!!! heheh!!!
at 5p.m i went to christmas service at victory center festival mall... and after stayed at starbucks...so i got loads of pictures!!!

[[[ /// GO TO MY LINKS,CLICK ON"RUTH'S PICTURE'S" I JUST UPDATED IT. THANKS!! TAG PLEASE!!! ///]]]

updating!! puro....pitsyurszzzz

2005-12-24T23:03:00.000-08:00

while i was at the hospital..i could'nt help but take pictures!!! heheh!!

im back!!!

2005-12-22T21:42:00.001-08:00
im back from outer space!!! and i still have stitcheSS!!!
YUP!! im home!! but still... may stitches parin.... oh well..im so tired so i really cant
stay here long..so i just want you
guys to know..that..

im back!!

*getting extra High on nothing*

2005-12-18T00:23:00.000-08:00
Have you ever felt the feeling that your so happy because of
someone/something/people? Oh well... Of cores..

why"getting extra high on nothing" you ask? Well I define my phrase this way:
1.losing someone,something or people that simply makes your life worth living
2.when your so happy with someone,something or people... But from the start you were destined
to just lose them.
3.being with the wrong person.
4.being happy with the wrong friends
5.spending alot for something so useless.
6.having fun with the wrong things.

well i have more things in mind...and...well..i'll keep it to myself nlng...aight?
this is my last post i'll be at the hospital tommorow na...aight!!? bye.

i'll will bw bLoglesS Till FriDay

2005-12-16T18:27:00.000-08:00

GUYS!!! i wont be abLe to update tiLL friDay maybe...
caue i goT an operaTion.... it'll be at UST...
it'll be on:december 20,2005...
txt me nalang...
here's my numero:09062079884
i'd br happy if you did!! thank you!!! buh bye!! i'll miss blogging!!

text me:09062079884

I hate it when reality strikes!!!!

2005-12-16T16:50:00.000-08:00
today..i went to the hospital... and i never thought that a simple trip to the hospital would lead to my rude awakening...and my brothers..

as we were going home.... my brothers girlfriend broke up with him...
and even though he was being so strong...i felt the pain and anger he was enduring.... then finally... somthing struck me!!! damn i thought!!! if my brother is feeling this just cause his girlfriend left him...how much more did my dad feel when his family dissapeared from he's life....

not just his "girlfriend" but his wife,sons and daughter(me)
i felt so guilty... i really could'nt imagine the pain he felt....or anger.. i hate it when reality strikes!!! dont you?!

happy birthday kuya cl!! aishteru!!

2005-12-15T09:03:00.000-08:00
A man of God was born today
and i want this post to be for him..

happy birthday kuya cL!!!!

late night posting,

2005-12-15T00:01:00.000-08:00
late night posting!!!! yep!! i could'nt sleep so i decided to give my blog a visit!!!
i've been askinh sarah for japanese things!! and im so into japanese now!! im hooked...uh huh..this is bad!!

i want to give a shout out to sarah amakawa and binsu mendoza!!!! wahaahahha!!

"ongeki desu ka jap boi??? aishteru jap boi!!! jodan dake!! otanjyoubi omedetou cl!!!!"heheh...enough japanese....heheh...feeling lng ako!! i really am not japanese!! promise...i just like the language!!!

heheh!!aishteru jap boi!!
OTANJYOUBI OMEDETOU C.L!!(happy birthday c.l)

im totally cashless!!!!

2005-12-14T11:31:00.000-08:00
this week...i totaly learned to value money more!!!
because...well..obviously i ran out of cash!!! well you may ask "how'd that happen?" well,here it is...when i go to the mall..i cant stand it when i go home empty handed!!! i buy the most useless things...i buy shoes,clothes and accesories and i dont use them... i dont know how to budget my cash.... and the most stupidest thing i did this month!!! i kept taking cash out of my ATM w/out looking how much cash i have left!!!

QUESTIONS TO ASK BEFORE BUYING SOMTHING:
1.) do i really need this? or do i just want it?(Gino always asks mic this!!)
2.)do i really need it now? or can i buy it when i have extra cash?
3.) will i regret buying this later on?
4.)is this a bargain?or a rip of?
5.)why will i buy this?
6.) what for?
7.)can i buy somthing more usefull with my money instead of this?

*NOTE: pls dontcheat... cause the only person you'll be cheating is yourself!!!

and starting this week...damn!!! im saving!!! no more shopping for useless things!!!!!
thats all...buh bye=)

FrieNds or FoE?

2005-12-06T19:55:00.000-08:00
have you ever asked yourself"are they really my friends?" or "is this friendship benifiting me or leading me to my own distruction?" uh huh! its normal to ask those questions sometimes...and i bet...when tou catch yourself thinking about that you imidietly push it out of your mind!!!!! yep!!!! thats correct..heeheh...and end up thinking"why am i thinking of this horrible things about my friends??!!!" thats normal too....

this monday i discovered that friends are not important and that you should not let yourself be to attached to them..
i also learned that my only true friend was God! i realized that he never left me even through the times that i cared nothing for him...he still sat by my side and gave me lessons to learn...he never fails to brighten up my day even inthe darkest of times,he always gives time to hear my prayers and questions and never ever fail to answer them.=)
because this monday i was left by friends and when that happened my relationship with God grew so strong, i prayed to him more and appriciated he's work more.....and boy did he like that!!!! because when i lost my friends he sent me better ones!!!! that appriciated me so much!
who stayed by my side at all times and never discouraged me!!! who did not only receive receive receive!!! but gave gave gave so much to me!!! who tought me so many lessons in life....
so i realized that i lost but i gained more...

my friend(brother!!!) cl texted me a quote that i just had to say AMEN to!!!
here it is:
the mind of GOD is different
then the thoughts of man,as we follow him we discover that
we loose to gain
surrender to win
die to live
give to receive
servr to reign
scatter to reap
in weakness we are made strong
in humility we are lifted up
in emptiness we are made full

its so true diba?take a minute to reflect on this quote you'll love it!!=)
they truly are GODS blessing sakin=) their my new friends!!! and blessings at the same time...they tought me lessons in life and they appriciate me!!!!

intrams

2005-11-27T16:30:00.000-08:00
i just felt bored kanina...hehehehe
la lang..just lyk dis pic
numero ko yan!!!! hahah!!!
oh well we lost...pro ok lang kasi atleast i found new friends..=) nxt yr we will no longer be losers.=)

intrams na!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-24T03:35:00.000-08:00
thats vince nd me nung practice...so fun!!!
me nd bevs....clas rum rin..super boring talaga!!!
yiheee!!!!
fooling around sa class,hehe,boring eh
anica nd me
after cheering kanina...
OMG!!! intrams kanina!!! ang boring..pro ok lang...masaya lang nung cheering,,ndun c kuya vince nd cl..thank u guys for supporting us 100 prcent!!!!! we super 100 percent appriciate it!!!!!=) dami ko pics...eto na....hehehe!!1 buhos na ng pics!!!!!

sorry late post

2005-11-19T14:00:00.000-08:00
*vince* *randy* *duncan*
(sorry kuya cl la ka picture sa phone ko eh)
sorry if i updated late na..i was busy kasi..well...we got in sa finals for womens vollybal!!!!! yipee!!!! we won against 2nd and 4th yr..=)pro we lost sa 3rd yr..oh well..sobrang i cried!!!!!!! kasi sayang!!! we won na kasi 1st set..and lost sa 2nd.....tapos i had 2 go in sa 3rd set..and i felt so bad!!! cause i rly felt like we could win it!!!!! and we lost!!! but thank you anna for talking to us...or to d girls that were crying....because they felt like it was their fault.....and to those who felt that they could've done better(specifically me) heheheh!!! the boys didnt get to go to finals...because they only won once...well thats ok boys!!! we 3 yrs to become champions!! ryt?! so..uhm...we had cheering practice..was so fun!!! were almost finished....last song nalang..but we need more energy!!!!!!!!!!

last night..siskan kami sa car!!! ao fun!!!! hehehehehehe!!!!!!!!!! we were like sardines!!!!! hehehehe!!! pro ok lang..we enjoyed each othrs company naman...(vince,randy,cl,me) im going to youth on fire later...post later pa..buhbye..=)

week na puro practice

2005-11-13T20:09:00.000-08:00
MONDAY:hmmm...classes until 5,tapos na cancel yung training..so we went to practice dito sa alabang hills covered court....hmmm? vince?hahahahahahha!!!!
TUESDAY:well,i was absent,kasi i woke up at 3 na.
WEDNESDAY:hmm...practiced lang.......vince?hahahaa!!!! hay nako,reba...hehehehe!!tapos c vince,randy,cl and duncan ate at our house...:)
THURSDAY:training..tapos,cheering practice....wala c vince?hahahahah!!!
FRIDAY:practice lang sa citadella,tapos we went to reis house..ang saya....hehehhe!!!!
SATURDAY:we had a game against st. stephen,of course...talo..dibah?hahaha!!! tapos ayun..na uubusan na ako ng sasabihin..golly.....ocge bye...

sunday meeting(b4 monday..after sturday..hehehehe!!!)

2005-11-06T22:30:00.000-08:00
the victory code
speaker:pastor mike

evangelism:
reasons inparticipating in evangelism:
1.)we have a message to share
>we have a resolution to mans ultimate threat,sin and death.
2.)messangers to be sent
>God gave us authority
>God will guide us with his pressence.
3.)man kind to be saved
>every serious christian must have a passport and a bible.
that was my notes this sunday meeting.

yof

2005-11-05T21:00:00.000-08:00
today i went to yof..and this was the preaching today:
speaker: poch bermudez*magazine publisher*
7 habbits of highly motivated christians:
1.)to live the bible
> put the bibile into action do not just read it.
*the bibile is only as good as how you are practicing it*
joshua1:8
2.)always take the position of humility
>always be open minded
*a mistake only becomes a mistake only if u refuse to correct it*
3.)never shoot for success
>because what you need to do is to shoot for God
*listen to what your consience commands you to do and go on to carry it out to the best of your knowledge*
samuel18:14
4.)rise as much as you fall
>the lord will always forgive you as long as you ask for forgivness,even if u have the greatest sin,but do not abuse the Lord kind heart.
*there is no error in this world that can forever condemn you*
5.)be generous
>God will always be there to provide.
>God wants u to be rich simply because he wants you to be a blessing to others.
6.)honor your parents
>this is the struggle of all of us,but you should honor your parents no matter how they act or how they treat you. For God comanded this,and it should be done!
exedus20:12
honor your mother and father,so that you may live long in the land your God is giving you.
7.)just do it!
>God will not give you a challange that you could not overcome.
>God will not give you anything that you could not take.
its up to you if you have faith in God that he will help you acheive your test or goal.
isaiah6:8
every saturday i'll post the preaching.

forgetful ruthie

2005-11-04T12:37:00.000-08:00
me and che che nung cheering practice

today..hmm...nag atc ako with che che..then i bought new rubber shoes...and a new wallet.. tapos nong nag timezone kami..i left my shoes in one of the game thingys!! na taranta kaya ako!!! hehehe!!! shempre bago tapos mwawala ko pa!!! luckily...i went to one of the guys then they gave it back to mwa!!! hehehe!!! i was super dooper happy!!!! parang ako..yey!!! hehhe!!! kasi papagalitan ako ng dad ko..hehehe..i was supose to buy a bilabong jacket..kaso..i needed new rubber shoes for my training....hehehe..ayun.. tapos..after we had cheering practice..as to the venue..secret na yun..hehehe..but the place was only 400 per hour..hehehe and we were only there for 2 hours..so ayun..i'll post pichures later... buhbye..=)

---->so fun<----

2005-11-03T21:31:00.000-08:00

thats me lookig more stupid then ever!!!

thats jc...he's fooling around with his drink...hahahaha!!!
i ordered the shake a moo..and so dod xiom..but jc(her cuz) ordered somthing called mocha shake that tasted like banana!!! hahaha!!!
me and xiomara got bored so we asked the driver to drive us to:

i snagged some pics while we were walking around...
today...we went to: the chinese cemetery!!! it was so fun..no im not chinese!!! we went there to visit my brothers girlfriend...no she's not dead!!!!! thats where she lives..hehehe!! and yes she's chinese..she lives there cause her parents work there..

dubi dubi dup bop bop bop shupbop!!

2005-11-02T20:21:00.000-08:00

thats me ubber bored!!!! hehehehe!!!!! im still waiting for sarah there...tapos un pala she was outside na!!!!she texted me and said"oi printeta!!! yout chariot awaits!!" so i had to run outside..hehehe!!! almost slipped pa!!! wa!hehehe!!! my cousin and his bandmates visited us here sa house,,their playing in the loft right now..hehehe!!!! i dont know if its music or noise but the neighbors sure think its noise!!! hehehe!!!
i bought shoes for only 600 bucks!!!! but before i bought shoes me and sarah watched DOMINO which was nice..hehehehe !!!!
that was me while waiting for my ride..which was sarah!!!! my kapitbahay!!! hhehehe!!! we went to atc kasi..hehehe!!! ang drama nito grabi!!!

i made some bracelets,hehehe

2005-11-01T21:40:00.000-08:00

i made some bracelets awhile ago!!! yes me! i was just so bored kasi..i made 2 of them... kasi naman it was so boring.. (and yes! that is my arm,hehehe!)

i even took a picture of my very old havaianas!! orange!!!! i love this pair..even if their old na..hehehe!! i use to wear them with anything even if it didn't match!!1 heehee..but now,i only wear it after my vollyball training..when my feet are ubber tired,kasi naman ubber comfy din..
wala lang!! i was taking pictures of almost anything i saw awhile ago..hehehe!! i even took a picyure of my new flip flops(along with my feet)hehehe!!! may booterfly din..hehehe!!! ang engot ko talaga pati eto pinipicturan!!!

there it is close up!!! super close up!!! hehehe!!!!! my mom knows that i got one so it all good!! hehehe...

wala lang..i had this henna nung may fair sa sothville..i'll show it close up.. wait lang..its a booterfly!! (im so fat!!!)

aloha mah peep'z

2005-10-31T15:34:00.000-08:00

* aloha mah peep'z*
* aloha*
thats me!!!heheh!!! im so weird i just adore pictures!!!this is all im gonna post today.mwah

picture taken by:ruth mesa
haha!! thats my mug!! and only i can use it( and maybe my mom)hehehe!!!

picture taken by:ruth mesa
i was eating cookies and cream ice cream*yum* while fixing my blog.. today was just so boring!!!!!! i just sat infront of the computer all day!!!! hahaha!!!! i ate,slept and..and..thats about it..so i'll post tomorow...you guysh take care!!!*hugs*

tada!! my blog is back togather...

2005-10-30T03:15:00.000-08:00

mah blog is back!!!! salamie kei patria anne s. david....▬ oooo... ayun..guysh tag keu about anything under da sun...hehehe..cant add picture ryt now..doooonnooo whysh... anywhooo... i love today..dont now whysh..today was teriffic...hahaha!!! i couldn't eat anything!!! my expanders(sort of like retainers) were to tight!! that it hurt like hell when i chewed on anything....all i ate today was da following:1 pint of vanilla ice cream,mashed potatos from kfc,nesvita..those were the only things i cold eat..i didn't satisfy mah taste buds!! wahhh!! i still feel hungry... hayyy....
FIND OUT IF YOU THINK LIKE A KILLER:
JENNY and LISA'S mom just died so they held a funiral,JENNY fell inlove with one of the visitors named HENRY. lisa was not at all interested in HENRY but JENNY killed LISA...why?

holowennie fun!!!

2005-10-28T22:19:00.000-07:00

-*nana pooh(dana,bessie)* *bunny(reba)**lukaret princess(me)**kim(celina)-
picture taken by:ken guivarra(bes pren)
hahahaha!!!! i love this pic..thank u ken for taking it for me!! without u this pose would have been impossible..hahaha!!!
*bunny(reba)**lukaret princess(me)*
picture taken by:louie reformado(coolest laugh!!)
me with reba(ka-batterplie)...me striking a pose with my tweenie twiny fairy wings.....hehehehehe....we look so adorable..hahaha..kidding...*smiles*

*lukaret princess(me)*
picture taken by:mara solis(mental fwend)
me!!!! fooling around in thge girls cr!!!!hahaha!!!i look stupid!!!! ako c ruthskiefairy...or tinkurbelll!!!hehehe..do u see my baby wings?and mini skurt???hehehe
!!!!! just love this day..but i love yesterday more!!!! october 27,2005 10:14p.m!!!!! hahaha..so..today was basically eating talking and fun. thats all i did...hehehe!!! and i fooled around wid my mental fwend.....hi viannieeeeeee!!!!!!wala lang...mara hates it when i do that....kaka hiya daw..may hiya ka pala mara!? hehe..kidding*smiles* cge g2g..mwah...

lonesommeeeeeee....

2005-10-27T17:19:00.000-07:00

happy birthday bingo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today at school..malungkot sobra.....ewn ko ba bakit..pero may sinend sakin si sarah na qoute sa text na napaka sad..eto un...wait lang....
"when did things change between us?i thougt they were good,now im left having to guess what it was i misunderstood..u said u wer ready that it was me u wanted now im feeling unsteady and frustrated...im filing lyk i did somthing wrong ,i dont have an idea wer i belong i need 2 knw if we are through..if u want to be with me then u need 2 say so,if u want to be free just let go...."ok ba?hehehe..ang sad noh???? hahaha..... nung sinend nya yan..sobrang parang ang sad..hehhe..so anyways i went to hobbyco tapos me nd may mom wer fooling around!!!! hahaha!!! ayun we went grocery shopping.....tapos..ayun...haahahahaha!!!!!!grabi kaya!!! one page ng math exam ko was blank!!!i didint know a single thing....hehe..ganyan talaga....

spoof of the day:
anika:aba!ang sipag mo ngaun ah!!!!
ruth:kasi umuulan!!!
anika:hah?? umuulan??
ruth:huh??
anika:ang labo mo!!!!!!
ruth:kasi nga umuulan!!!
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mom:mag sipag ka na nga sa pag aaral mo!!! puro palakol ka..
ruth:ok lang!! 1st yr palang naman ako eh....
mom:titingnan yan pag nag entrance exam ka!!!
ruth:grabi naman pati un ilalagay nila sa "pafeles"!!!
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wala lang,gusto ko lang mag dag dag ng pictures

2005-10-27T03:02:00.000-07:00
*me* *sarah*
*sarah*_____*james*_____*me(ruth)*_____*serena*______*randy*_____